<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30767674</id><updated>2011-04-21T22:30:58.717-07:00</updated><title type='text'>love novels (x</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lovestories-.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30767674/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lovestories-.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>-SIHUI_kristina</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>4</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30767674.post-5233623655824351086</id><published>2007-05-04T21:55:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-05-04T22:34:04.104-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>It`s been months since i`ve post another story.&lt;br /&gt;Seriously, sorry about that.&lt;br /&gt;Actually, i`ve already started one story last year&lt;br /&gt;but it wasn`t complete yet.&lt;br /&gt;Now i`ve got one short story to post [[:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;Hope ya enjoy. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---------------------------------------------------------------&lt;br /&gt;ORIGINAL NAMES FOR&lt;br /&gt;Helen- Jowella(Jowell),&lt;br /&gt;Mike- Yancheng.&lt;br /&gt;Author : ME ! [[ :&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She was walking down alone the dark street where all the lights were dimmed. She did not like the darkness but this was her life and she had to accept it. A feeling came and she felt the loneliness again. Her name was Helen and she was called by people as "puppet". This was because she always laughed very hard at everything. When people were crying over sad things, she was laughing. At first, people who do not know her would get aggitated by her reactions but when people got to know her more, they would know that she was a very pitiful girl.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ten years ago, Helen went home with her school results. When she reached home, she saw her father stripping her mother and was trying to whip her using a rope. Helen stunned outside her house watching the tragic scene unfold infront of her own eyes. Her father rarely come home, this was the last time she saw her parent. Her father actually used alot of violent actions and raped her mother because a normal man`s strength would definitely have more strength than a woman, thus her mum died. She stood there, stunned and do not know what to do. Soon, police came to investigate and her father was jailed. The punishment in the past was not as strict as the current one. Few years later, her father was released and Helen heard news of her father with a woman of big company. Her dad did not even come to search for Helen and so she gave up. She was fifteen at that time and that was the time when she actually numbed her own feeling. She started neglecting her friends and everyone. She was cold-blooded. She felt nothing but hatred. She want to revenge the guy who ruined her life and that was her father.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Helen kept everything to herself and told no one including her close friends. She left her Aunt`s house and began her road of independence. She worked hard and managed to strive for her dreams. Since young, she had a great passion for music. Only when she was concentrating in music, people could then see her true smile.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While on the other hand, Mike grew up in a single parent livelihood. He was brought up in a well-off family. Even so, he was independent and nobody in the house dared to talk back against him because other than the master, he was the head of the house. They lived in a big mansion with alot of servants. Mike was taught by private hired teachers and he was a genius boy who scored absolutely high for all subjects, nearing to full marks ! This is not the end. At the young age of twenty-two, he was already taking over his father`s big company. His company was the top five richest and well-tamed ones. He was also a guy with handsome features that all girls and woman pursued of. At that moment, he could have countless of girlfriends but none last long because he was too cold to all of them !&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One afternoon, Helen was walking back home and accidentally bumped into this tall man. She was pissed but when she looked up , she was shocked by the cold and handsome face. Yes, indeed ! He was Mike. Helen regained her conscious and began to pick herself up from the ground. When she saw the guy was about to walk away, she said, " Aren`t you going to apologise?" Mike turned and stared at her before he replied, " You shall be glad that i didn`t make you embarrassed in front of the whole crowd because i`m rushing for time. And yet you asked me to apologise?" Helen was frightened by his great force of imposing posture, he looked fierce but she would not be defeated by such guy ! She fought back, " but you bumped into me!" This was the very first time a person actually talked back to him and he was not feeling angry. Instead, he leaned closer to Helen and observed her," Are you sure?" He asked gently but with a sinister underline. Helen took a few steps behind and said," Of course! Apologise and i shall treat it as nothing had happened!" She was cute, Mike thought to himself. "So? I think you`re the one who bumped into me! So i think you should be the one apologising!" The two of them started quarrelling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Helen thought it was already a very bad day for her to meet such a guy but unexpected things came falling on her. Her new contract partner appeared to be the same guy! At first, Helen wanted to retreat but did not when she heard she could be promoted if the plan work well. Things do not always appear to be so well, Mike always bullied Helen but as days and months past, feelings developed within themselves. Helen thought she must have thought too much, she can never be with him ! As unexpected things happened, Mike and Helen became a great pair of couple until one day when Mike`s dad called.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For the next few days after the call, Mike started to neglect Helen and treated her very coldly. Later on, she learnt that he had went for a matchmaking session by his father and he was going to marry that girl. Helen thought that she was the third party and felt redundant. She tried ways to retrieve back the old days with Mike but failed, Mike even scolded her sometimes! As days go by, Helen could no longer bear the intimate actions of Mike and the other girl. She decided to give up and left him. She was heartbroken, in fact she knew love would turned out like this. To her, there were no forever or everylasting in the world. Everything will come to and end.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And she had decided to make it everything in her life to end. She spied on her dad and got alot of important information in his company, working relationships with other company overseas and alot of important contracts. She leaked out all the information and her dad landed in a great debt that made him bankrupt. For the past weeks, she got weaker and found out she was pregnant. She cried badly till her eyes were sore and then she found out that her dad was hacked to death. again, she was stunned , not knowing what to do then she smirked and muttered," Great, he`s finally gone. My game is over. I shall put a full-stop to my life... " Suddenly, somenoe hugged her and that someone was Mike. He took months searching for her and finally he spotted her. " Why did you leave me? I can`t live without you! I know you`re pregnant! I`ll be responsible! Come back to me! " claimed Mike. " Go away ! I don`t need you! " She shouted back and her tears dropped, that was the last time she cried infront of anyone. " Let me tell you, there`s no forever! We will not last! I don`t need you ! " She said and ran out of the funeral arrangements and out on the street. That action caused deep regret in Mike forever that he could not forgive himself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"BOMB! " A car zoomed past and Helen`s body flew to the other side of the street. Blood can be seen all over the area where Helen "flew" past. " HELEEEN !!!!! " shouted Mike and he cried kneeling down beside her body. Is this what love can bring? Is this what she meant? Nothing lasts forever...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;-THE.END-&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30767674-5233623655824351086?l=lovestories-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lovestories-.blogspot.com/feeds/5233623655824351086/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30767674&amp;postID=5233623655824351086' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30767674/posts/default/5233623655824351086'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30767674/posts/default/5233623655824351086'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lovestories-.blogspot.com/2007/05/its-been-months-since-ive-post-another.html' title=''/><author><name>-SIHUI_kristina</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30767674.post-115362111962600731</id><published>2006-07-22T19:17:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-07-22T19:18:39.636-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>SORRY for no updating more stories&lt;br /&gt;due to some events popped up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a new story SHOULD be available in &lt;br /&gt;a WEEK times. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if there's still no update,&lt;br /&gt;please be patient and wait (=&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30767674-115362111962600731?l=lovestories-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lovestories-.blogspot.com/feeds/115362111962600731/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30767674&amp;postID=115362111962600731' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30767674/posts/default/115362111962600731'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30767674/posts/default/115362111962600731'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lovestories-.blogspot.com/2006/07/sorry-for-no-updating-more-stories-due.html' title=''/><author><name>-SIHUI_kristina</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30767674.post-115236506674988584</id><published>2006-07-08T06:23:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-07-08T06:24:26.773-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Inside a cupboard, a 16 yrs old gal hug her ownself tightly.&lt;br /&gt;Hair spreading all over her face, peeking from inside.&lt;br /&gt;Her name is xiao shu, officially, she does not have a real name.&lt;br /&gt;Meaning, she doesnt have a identification card. The whole Taiwan country doesnt have her. &lt;br /&gt;Her mum, wen pei qian was pregnant with her when she was only 14 yrs old.&lt;br /&gt;Feeling disgrace of own child, her mum was chase out of the family by her parent.&lt;br /&gt;She had nothing with her. Wandering around and with no reason she reached Ken Ding,&lt;br /&gt;a part of place in Taiwan. With luck, she found a broken house near to a village.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the age of 14, alone with no identity card and no job.&lt;br /&gt;She had no choice but to " sell " her body for money to survive.&lt;br /&gt;Days after days, her life get better , at least with enough food for herself.&lt;br /&gt;Soon, xiao shu was born. Nobody can request a 14 yrs old gal to be a mother, &lt;br /&gt;so xiaoshu was independent from young. &lt;br /&gt;She learnt how to walk, how to talk all by herself until when she's 8 years old.&lt;br /&gt;She followed the villages 's children to school. Standing outside the school gates, she met a teacher. &lt;br /&gt;Despite xiaoshu's family background, Miss zhang pitied her and gave her a place in the corner of the class.&lt;br /&gt;She helped her in studys and alot. In the class, Xiaoshu was a " special " student because she had no money to pay school fees, no money to buy shoes and books. Some other classmates know her mum earn money by " selling" body to man. Many hates and look down on xiaoshu and this made xiaoshu lost confidence to herself. She dared not look up when walking pass by people. &lt;br /&gt;Xiaoshu treat the cupboard as her own bed, the reason is because the bed- her mum always had business with man, short, tall, fat, thin all sorts - everynight. &lt;br /&gt;Many male villagers know there's a pretty lady providing this kind of services so everyone wants to try and the exist of her mum became enemy of all the woman in the villages. Everynight, xiaoshu hides in the cupboard. Seeing her mum and other man having sexual intercourse- and sex to xiaoshu is no longer a secret like other young children.But this man is different ! &lt;br /&gt;Her mum said she'd fall in love with a guy. This guy named jiang guan yun , handsome, tall and rich. He was not a local, but was from Tai Bei. He just graduated and came here to do business . Her mum told xiaoshu everything about him and xiaoshu admired her mum. The first time her mum felt so happy. Her mum even requested xiaoshu to help her " bluff " jiang guan yun that xiaoshu was her sister not daughter. Xiaoshu agreed . That night , Jiang Guan Yun came and proposed to her mum. After he left, xiaoshu came out but her mum told her to get back because she' going to have the last customer for the money to buy new clothes and do some dolling up. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Unfortunately.. her mum was killed by the customer.&lt;br /&gt;The customer was strong, tall and fierce. He was drunk and rape her mum like mad. &lt;br /&gt;Witnessing her mum 's death, xiaoshu was totally frightened. She stunted there, afraid to move until the "murderer" called police. All the villagers came, including him, Jiang Guan Yun. Since Jiang Guan Yun know Wen Pei Qian, there's alot of comments told to him that xiaoshu's mum was a prostitute but he dont believe. Now, in front of his eyes, he do not want to take in the facts, recalling that Wen Pei Qian told him that she had a sister, Xiaoshu. He chased all the villagers away and shouted for xiaoshu. There was no reply until he caught a sight from a cupboard. He opened up and saw a thin girl crying inside. He lifted xiaoshu 's face and asked. He then realised everything. A feeling popped out into his mind- begin cheated . He asked xiaoshu followed him and she did after all the funeral had finished. &lt;br /&gt;His main purposes was not to take care of her but to torture her. He brought her back to his new-build farm and pushed every chores to her. The whole farm, she was the only female and young girl. For a 16 yrs old girl, everyone think that she cannot take it sooner or later but surprisingly she does everything on time and finished it all with no complain.. instead she felt.. happy because .. she can be with him. Yes you might be thinking ... Huh ? Indeed, Xiaoshu fall in love with him at the first sight she saw him from the cupboard. Her only idea that he brought her back was he want to take care of her. She felt happy . &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jiang Guan Yun was frustrated. He want her to feel insulted, he want her to be tortured but wrong its all wrong, she was happy! &lt;br /&gt;Feeling not happy, he pushed more and more chores for her that xiaoshu had no choice but to drop out from school. &lt;br /&gt;24 hours- she only had 4 hours sleep. The workers there, pitied her , a young beautiful girl begin tortured this way. &lt;br /&gt;Xiaoshu was really a beauty, her smile was sweet and pretty. But to Jiang Guan Yun, xiaoshu's smile was a way to seduce man. &lt;br /&gt;There's one time he caught her smiling to one of the worker, he came and scolded off the worker then turned to xiaoshu and said,&lt;br /&gt;" so , just as i thought..? you're going to take over your mum 's business isn't it? " &lt;br /&gt;after that he disappeared , xiaoshu was hurt. To Jiang Guan yun, xiao shu is a cheap and dirty gal. He hate her because of the feeling cheated by her mum and xiaoshu became the scapegoat for her mum. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Xiao shu love to sketch, she always sat under the tree that she had planted and start sketching. This tree, she like it, but one time when she picked up the seeds , Jiang Guan Yun took it away and plant it in other place , the place where she's sitting and sketching now. &lt;br /&gt;4 years past and this became xiao shu's life, she had no future. One day, she went to the tree and saw him infront of it. She sit under the tree and started sketching. Jiang Guan Yun had one sister named Xiao Ti and XIao Ti was Xiao Shu's good friend. &lt;br /&gt;Xiao Ti came and sat beside her, she asked her ," Xiao Shu, i know you like my brother but liking him is the wrong idea. You should leave him and lead your own future! " &lt;br /&gt;Xiaoshu rejected and insisted her own way. All she wanted is just to be with him. That's all and she will feel satisfy.&lt;br /&gt;When xiao ti went off, Jiang Guan yun suddenly sat beside her. He asked her to be his bed- relationship woman and xiaoshu agreed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One day, xiaoshu realised she was pregnant. She felt happy but soon was sad because she was afraid of the response from Guan yun. &lt;br /&gt;The day before Guan yun going back to Tai Bei , She asked him if he would want her baby. He replied immediately without thinking ,&lt;br /&gt;" No, i dont want your baby ! " &lt;br /&gt;and she asked him  what if she is pregnant , again with no hesitation, he replied ,&lt;br /&gt;" ABORT IT ! " &lt;br /&gt;and he left for tai bei the next day. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;During the 10 days when he away, he heard that Xiao shu was missing. &lt;br /&gt;He rushed back immediately with his future wife - Su Zhen Chan. &lt;br /&gt;Upon hearing Guan yun was back, xiao shu ignored the pain on her and went back to the farm.&lt;br /&gt;She served the dinner to Guan yun and Su Zhen Chan .&lt;br /&gt;Guan yun asked her where had she go, she didnt replied but his future wife opened her mouth and start insulting because she saw the eyes in Guan yun, he care and concern about this worker- xiao shu.&lt;br /&gt;She purposely tripped Xiao shu over and let her fall down. The dinner dropped and Su Zhen Chan scolded her. Guan yun was satisfied, watching the show begin. He didnt give any damn until xiao shu fainted. &lt;br /&gt;He quickly carried her to a nearby hospital. One of the nurses saw xiao shu and said to Guan Yun,&lt;br /&gt;" told her not to go back . she had not recovered yet , even if allowed to go back she should not had go work! " &lt;br /&gt;Guan yun then found out from the nurse, that 10 days when he was away. &lt;br /&gt;Xiao shu went for abortion and nearly lost her life due to big amount loss of blood.&lt;br /&gt;After that, he bring her back to the farm and saw the abortion pill on her table but his heart was still hard. He didnt soften down. &lt;br /&gt;xiao shu recovered soon and starts working . She received a news - Guan Yun going to marry soon. &lt;br /&gt;Her heart dropped. Finally she realised her insisting didnt work. Guan Yun still hates her. And he's going to marry other woman soon not her.. &lt;br /&gt;everytime xiao shu was bullied by Su Zhen Chan , Guan yun would joined in and also insult her. Even if xiaoshu was not in the wrong. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One day, xiao ti and other workers asked xiao shu to go for a relax stroll . Guan yun stands behind the other workers and asked,&lt;br /&gt;" You dont want to go ? " &lt;br /&gt;" Do you wish me to go? " asked xiaoshu.&lt;br /&gt;" I dont wish you to go, i dont want others to misunderstand. " a cold replied by Guan yun.&lt;br /&gt;Xiaoshu rejected and went back to her room. She was sketching again. Realising one colour was gone she went out to buy.&lt;br /&gt;On that road, xiao shu was robbed and beaten up. &lt;br /&gt;Around 3am++ xiaoshu woke up on the grass, she cried. Without thinking of the injury she had with herself, she ran back to the farm because she was afraid Guan yun would scold her. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Guan yun was pacing up and down outside the farm when he saw her. Xiao shu was shocked that he would wait outside for her,  suddenly everything turned blurred and she cant see him. she hugged him tightly and told him not to leave.. Guan yun was pissed.&lt;br /&gt;" Still not satisfied after having it with other man? You're really greedy " said Guan yun.&lt;br /&gt;" please dont go.. dont go .. " begged xiao shu.&lt;br /&gt;" Jiang Xiao Shu, do you really want me to look down on you?! " &lt;br /&gt;And more insulting words were said to her .. and he left after that.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Days past , xiao shu was getting weaker . Some times for no reason, she cant see anything , her sight turned blurred. &lt;br /&gt;Then she realised she was pregnant again, this time knowing that he would not want his baby . she thought carefully. &lt;br /&gt;she want the baby. but he would ask her to abort it so she make a decision.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Guan yun opened the door and saw Xiao Shu outside of his room - with make-up. &lt;br /&gt;She was beautiful, even without make- up but with make-up on. Guan Yun disliked it more. &lt;br /&gt;XIao shu went in his room , he asked xiaoshu to wash away all the make - up and she did. &lt;br /&gt;Then she secretly put a letter under his file. And they had the last night. &lt;br /&gt;Xiao shu left.. she went to find doctor and the information she received was not so good as expected. she wanted to keep the baby but if she do that, she will lost her sight. the reason why is because that night when she was robbed , she was begin hit and thus cause her to be blind soon if she doesnt have a operation. but if she did have the operation, the baby will be gone. so she choose to be blind. she dont want to kill her baby any more. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 years had gone and Guan Yun was married with Su Zhen Chan but the marriage was not a good one. He had not slept with her at all. They quarrelled almost everytime. Guan yun was sick of her , this 5 years he finally realised his mistakes - using hates to cover over all the love he had for xiaoshu. He was very success on his farm business, now as the top ranking of billionaire. He start to get sick of it. He missed her  alot , from America, he came back to Ken Ding. The farm and sat under the tree where xiao shu always sat while sketching. His younger brother's wife suddenly popped out and told him.. &lt;br /&gt;" i really need to tell you this , i cant stand it anymore. But dont tell other people that im telling you this, because they will get angry with me! Xiao shu had turned blind after she had given birth to your child , now working at her massage center opened by XIao Ti. We helped her alot but didnt mentioned our identity because she would definitely turned down our offer. " &lt;br /&gt;Suddenly a guy came and grabbed her - Guan yun's younger brother- he had a bad temper and scolded his wife but begin clever , she cried and his temper decrease by 100% because his wife was pregnant now . After they had left, Guan yun rooted to the ground.. shocked..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He went to find his sister but she dont want to give any information. Until he followed her and found out where xiao shu was, he was heartbroken. &lt;br /&gt;Xiaoshu standing outside the school, waiting for her son to be dismiss. &lt;br /&gt;" Mummy! Today teacher teach me alot of new things eh!! " Ji Geng said . &lt;br /&gt;Ji Geng was a boy who looked so like his father - Guan yun and also a understanding boy.&lt;br /&gt;" mummy, open your mouth " &lt;br /&gt;Xiao shu opened her mouth and a sweet was put inside. &lt;br /&gt;" Wah, you give mummy eat , then you ? " asked xiao shu.&lt;br /&gt;" I still have ! " Ji Geng took out the wrapper and pretend to unwrap and put inside his mouth.&lt;br /&gt;" haha , good boy. " &lt;br /&gt;Miss Hua was touched by the scene. Ji Geng was so good to her mum, she called Ji Geng over and gave him more sweets. &lt;br /&gt;Ji Geng thanks her and went over to a mum , then Xiao Ti- Mrs Bo came and fetched them to the massage center. &lt;br /&gt;Xiao shu then let Ji Geng follow Mrs Bo's house to play. &lt;br /&gt;She smiled - the smile was not fake and not afraid any more. Its was more proud and happy, this shocked Guan yun.&lt;br /&gt;She had changed alot.. He went in the massage center and asked Xiao Shu to service him. &lt;br /&gt;His voice stunted Xiao shu but immediately recovered - recalling that he was already married and might have alot of children already.&lt;br /&gt;She asked him his name, and he replied his name as Mr Yu , a novel writer. &lt;br /&gt;He started asking alot of her past though he already know it. He was touched by the love she had for him.&lt;br /&gt;The love that no matter how much torture was given to her , she endured over it.&lt;br /&gt;No matter how much insults and bullies she had endure it. The love never changed even now .. &lt;br /&gt;He decided to win her back, chase her back. He want her back in his life.&lt;br /&gt;Everyday he accompany her and his son , till one day Ji Geng asked her mum that he wanted Guanyun to be his daddy. &lt;br /&gt;Xiao shu was stunted but because of her son persuading , she gave a fake promise.&lt;br /&gt;She requested " Mr Yu " to leave but he rejected it. &lt;br /&gt;Days past , guan yun did alot of things that touched Xiao shu's heart but the love for guan yun.. remain.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Guan yun found a doctor for her. He want her to recover from the blindness, at first xiao shu rejected but agreed to try. &lt;br /&gt;Weeks after her operation, its time for her to unbandage her eyes.  She was afraid of the results. &lt;br /&gt;When the bandage left her eyes, her sight was abit blurred so the doctor told her to close her eyes and open it again. &lt;br /&gt;She tried and the people she saw in front of her, shocked her. It was him, guan yun..  &lt;br /&gt;Ji Geng ran and hug XIaoshu, xiaoshu didnt expect her son to be so smart and handsome .. just like.. his dad.. &lt;br /&gt;All the people that helped her when she had turned blind were all his siblings and friends.. She was touched. &lt;br /&gt;After Guan yun's sister and brothers left, she look around searching for something.. &lt;br /&gt;" what are you looking for ? " a same cold voice stopped her searching.&lt;br /&gt;She replied him nothing.&lt;br /&gt;" You 're looking for Mr Yu- the novel writer? " said Guan Yun.&lt;br /&gt;" Yes im looking him or.. " &lt;br /&gt;" You're right, im him- the novel writer. " &lt;br /&gt;Suddenly, a scenery of Ji Geng begin hugged by Guan yun. He came back to take him away from her, all his pretending as novel writer to touch her , were fake. His purpose was to take Ji Geng away..&lt;br /&gt;" Why did you appeared ?" She asked.&lt;br /&gt;" Loving him, is my ability. I cant stop myself from loving him, like you always unable to erase the past and hating him this learning is too hard, its not in my knowledge." said Xiaoshu. &lt;br /&gt;He took in what she said seriously and replied," I came back to take back what its belong to me. "&lt;br /&gt;True, she didnt guess wrong, he came back to take away Ji Geng from her. At this moment, her heart dropped, she lost to him again. She lost her love to him and now.. she's going to lose her last thing in her life- Ji Geng. &lt;br /&gt;" But why? you had your marriage, your children , why do you still want Ji Geng?! " &lt;br /&gt;" I only have Ji Geng this child. " He dont just want Ji Geng but Xiaoshu- this girl who is easily satisfied.&lt;br /&gt;" You both can work hard more and one day, you will have your own child, please.. dont take away Ji Geng..please? " pleaded Xiaoshu.&lt;br /&gt;" We dont have the slots to work hard anymore. " Finally he understands, how hurt she are.. she still mind the exist of Su Zhen Chan.&lt;br /&gt;She keep on pleading and pleading and he keep rejecting and rejecting. Finally she give up by using pleading. &lt;br /&gt;" Im sorry, Mr. Guan Yun but Ji Geng, i will not let you take away. " &lt;br /&gt;" He's my son and his future cannot be confirmed by just your words. "  He smiled, only if she lift her head up, she will know what Guan Yun feeling now but its a pitied that she didnt because she had never dared to look into his eyes. &lt;br /&gt;" I had grown up and im had changed. Im independent and i can earn money to support my child."&lt;br /&gt;" You didnt even take good care of yourself. "&lt;br /&gt;" But this few years, i had never let Ji Geng goes hungry. " &lt;br /&gt;" but never let him felt satisfied. " replied GuanYun. &lt;br /&gt;" His knowledge and satisfaction is enough. "&lt;br /&gt;" He need a father,  but did you satisfy him?"&lt;br /&gt;" before you came, he had never suggest this. " Getting more and more worried, she lifted her head and saw his smile. &lt;br /&gt;" problem is, i appeared and Ji Geng cant leave me anymore." &lt;br /&gt;" so, you want me to leave him?" His smile pressured her heart. In her life, she always had to face so much separation.. &lt;br /&gt;" why do he need to leave you?"  he soften down his tone .. &lt;br /&gt;" i thought you're going to bring him back to the farm with Miss Su.. "&lt;br /&gt;" We 're already divorced. " replied Guanyun.&lt;br /&gt;" but why?! " Xiao Shu was shocked after receiving this news. She thought he loved her so much..&lt;br /&gt;" I came to realise i cant sleep the same bed with her, i cant accept her to be wife. " &lt;br /&gt;" This is ridiculous! You're the one who want to marry her! " Xiaoshu argued back.&lt;br /&gt;" I admit my decisicion was ridiculous, i should not have find the other people just because i want to reject my feeling to another person. " &lt;br /&gt;" I don't get it.. " Xiaoshu shooked her head, curiousity written on her head. &lt;br /&gt;" On that night when you're robbed, i waited outside the farm for you. I came back worrying about you, scared that you would leave me; but when you're back, clothes were so untidied, i accused you with another man having sex. Im jealous. Im angry so i put you and your mother together as the same situation.. but i came to realise.. i fall into the same trap. I fall in love with you, fall in love with a full of lie and " cheap " girl , this realise made me angry so i used the most cruel methods to make you leave me.. " &lt;br /&gt;All this words only will come out from Mr novel- writer.. its was like a dream.. he said he love her. How am she going to believe it, how to ?! What if she turn her head and he starts insulting her again? &lt;br /&gt;" i regretted. after that the day you left, i went in your room and saw all the leaves you picked from the tree i planted for you and all the colors you colored on it, all this leaves were critising my unforgivness. I always thought you want to gain something from me just like your mother but you said nothing and left my live not bringing anything along but leave me a memories of the trees.. "&lt;br /&gt;" you said you regretted, but why didnt look for me? " &lt;br /&gt;" its my damn pride that cause me to stop what i really want.  I insisted marrying Su Zhen Chan , thinking of using marriage to take over the world. Im right but.. something that were wrong will not turned correct .. On the day of marriage, i saw the smile on Su Zhen Chan's face, right on that moment, i understand i will never be able to live my life with this woman so i keep rejecting her, she hates me and i lost away my marriage. I spent 5 years working hard at america and i turned into America most rich person but all this popularity cant satisfy me, i only feel like returning to Taiwan , staying quietly under the tree that you had left for me." &lt;br /&gt;His words touched Xiao Shu, she forgot all the pain and all the hurt. All she want was to console the man infront of her. &lt;br /&gt;" i kept asking myself, was it your mum who hurt me more or i hurt you more.. i kept asking myself was it the first love i cant forget.. i kept asking and asking.." said Guan Yun.&lt;br /&gt;" got your answer? " asked Xiao Shu.&lt;br /&gt;" Yes, i got it. I had never missed your mum not like you who always came into my heart. To your mum, i only felt angry. Thought through seriously, It her lie which make me get angry and she was the one who give me a feeling of losing pride."&lt;br /&gt;" Losing pride in front of my mum? I dont get it." &lt;br /&gt;" That year, i tried various way to get off my family 's business and started my own business. I purposely get away from the expectations from my parent and do what i wanted to do. Opening a farm is one and choosing own marriage is another. I had chosen your mum because of her beauty and her lack of understanding. Her pure romantic was what i had never experienced before but i didnt realise this decision was a insultation. It ruins my confidence and also ruin my business , it turn everything into a joke , so i asked you to be with me to keep reminding myself.  i need to succeed. " &lt;br /&gt;" You did... " &lt;br /&gt;" No, i failed, i lost a girl who idolize me since 16 years old, i lost a girl who felt happy even just by praying and missing me. Lost a girl who cant forget me, and my exist continued in her story life . This is not succeed.. " &lt;br /&gt;" You... " He remembered whatever she said.. clearly.. &lt;br /&gt;" XiaoShu, you should had told me everything early.. " &lt;br /&gt;" You wont believe it, you will treat it as another lie.. " &lt;br /&gt;" Im so self-centered, im not worth for your 100% love.. " &lt;br /&gt;" its worth.. in my story life, you're forever worth it.. " &lt;br /&gt;Hugging him, she felt the feeling of happiness.. She's was still Xiao Shu! If there's a chance to love him, even a little bit.. she will catch hold of it..&lt;br /&gt;" My identity is fake , im not a novel writer, are you willing to teach me and help me a good love novel ..? He walked to the window and opened up the box. Pieces of leaves with love shape and names written on it unfold infront of Xiao Shu 's eyes.  Holding the leaves, all she can do is to catch hold of it tightly and consoling it.. &lt;br /&gt;Xiao Shu's happiness had started.. He's no longer a character in her story.. but her life.. that year, she was 29.. beginning the road of happiness..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Title= Ku Zi Wei; Author= Xi Zhi&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30767674-115236506674988584?l=lovestories-.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lovestories-.blogspot.com/feeds/115236506674988584/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30767674&amp;postID=115236506674988584' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30767674/posts/default/115236506674988584'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30767674/posts/default/115236506674988584'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lovestories-.blogspot.com/2006/07/inside-cupboard-16-yrs-old-gal-hug-her.html' title=''/><author><name>-SIHUI_kristina</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30767674.post-115224525915396607</id><published>2006-07-06T21:07:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-07-06T21:07:39.173-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Chapter One&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Pal! What i owe i will pay back! Though the sum might not be a huge amount to you..." said Che Yi.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Dude, i don't mind at all! Really, just take it and use for your business." replied Lei He.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Che Yi and Lei He were good friends since secondary schools. Now both 35 years old. Lei He was a CEO of a company. He had a 14 years old son. His wife passed away five years later after his son was born. Che Yi was a ordinary business man, recently doing a business and had lost alot of money. He had a daughter, this year 7 years old.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;''I don't have money to pay you back but... i can betroth my daughter to your son. How is it? " asked Che Yi.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Great idea! Kai Feng and Ying grew up together, it'll be great if both of them are together!" answered Lei He enthusiastically.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Both of them were chatting so happily for the whole day about their children's future and plan. They were so excited that they did not notice their children outside the door listening.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter Two&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ying was a young, cute little gal who have a angel smile. She had a frown on her face. Feeling confused, she used her little finger and poke Kai Feng who was beside her.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What? Ying? "&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Me.. I.. What is bethroth? why papa say bethroth me to you?" asked Ying confusely.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;''Hmmm Ying from now on you have to listen to what ever i said as i'm going to be your husband. Understand?" said Kai Feng.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ok.. But you haven't tell me what is bethroth! Don't go away Kai Feng brother!" shouted Ying.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kai Feng walked away after hearing that she agreed and promised. Kai Feng was a very intelligent boy who have a handsome look. Ying was the first gal that gives him a feeling that he wanted to take care and protect her forever. Kai Feng lost his mother since young, his father was a CEO. He was so busy to keep Kai Feng's accompany and that was the reason why Kai Feng always had a cold attitude towards people, but when he was with Ying, the attitude changed. He like to tease and bully her. He likes to see the reaction of her when she was angry. Howeever, when everytime it got serious, he would definitely hug and console her.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Days and Years had passed. Kai Feng's feeling towards Ying never change but Ying... does she love him? No one knows the answer except herself.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter Three&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Kai Feng! You don't have to walk so fast, don't you? So rush to go back to the school?" said Xie Qing.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Just shut up! You don't want me to reveal your identify, don't you?" replied Kai Feng sarcasticly.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Xie Qing automatically shut up and follow Kai Feng to the school where he once study at, Xie Qing was a world man model he was very popular and famous and was also a good friend of Kai Feng. Xie Qing took alot of effort in choosing the clothe that can hide his identity before accompany Kai Feng to the school therefore of course do not want to be identified.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Wow! see ! Kai Feng! Our handsome ex-senior! quick! " shouted school girl A.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Eh! I heard that every year he donated alot of money to the school. I think he's still single! If we grab the chance, we would be rich after marrying to him!" said school girl B.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All the girls rushed towards Kai Feng and started screaming. He was so handsome that even all the boys could not even feel jealous. Kai Feng did not care much of that situation. He continued walking searching for Ying. Seven years ago, he left this country and travel to America to gain more knowledge and also hope so develop feeling between Ying and him. If Ying missed him, he would know that Ying does love him. However, things was so unexpected.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Kai Feng senior! I heard you are the top champion of the sword playing match! Can we see you play?"shouted school girl C.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yeah Kai Feng. Just show them your best dude!" said Xie Qing. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kai Feng stared at Xie Qing and flipped a white eye then continued searching for her.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ying, do you know who is Kai Feng? He's back! Quick go down! I shall go first. See you!" said school girl D.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Uh-oh. He's back? But seven years were not up yet! He came back at the wrong year and wrong time! Three days ago, ying just made a boyfriend and now Kai Feng's back?! &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What am i going to do?" mumbled Ying.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She quickly rushed to her classroom and glanced down through the window. He saw her! Finally, he found her!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Xie Qing, let's have  match! " said Kai Feng.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What?!" answered Xie Qing.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kai Feng's attitude change so fast! Must be his lover appeared, thats why he want to prove his strongness, thought XieQing.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After a match, Kai Feng won and all the girls were screaming like mad woman. Feeling not so happy, Xie Qing announced...&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Kai Feng searching for wife. Grab the chance now! " All the gal rushed and crowd around Kai Feng.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Where's Ying? Where did she go?" Kai Feng was thinking after looking back at where she was just a moment ago. He wanted to run to her and bring her home. &lt;br&gt;However, she was gone and this stupid Xie Qing made him fall into this kind of situation. With no choice, Kai Feng pulled down Xie Qing's hat and sunglass. All the girl were shocked! Top model was here. Not just the girls were shocked, Xie Qing was also shock too. Beacuse of a woman, his good friend" betrayed" him?! All the girl rushed towards Xie Qing and started asking for his autograph.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter Four&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What's this?" asked Ying.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Er, For you. " answerd school boy A shyfully.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He then run away, leaving her with the letter alone. Ying opened up the letter and started reading. It was sweet for a 17 years old girl. She was blushing and smiling al the way when she suddenly bumped onto a guy.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What are you reading?" a familiar voice asked and a hand suddenly appeared snatch away the letter. It was Kai Feng! Ying was shocked and embarrassed.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Give me back! Hey!" shouted Ying.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I see. Love letter? You forgotten about your husband already?" said Kai Feng. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Me.. no.. i.. hehe " Ying do not know what to reply so pretend that she do not know anything.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her expression was so cute that even the jealousy that came out from Kai Feng's heart now was gone.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But of course, angry. He is! How can she do that to him? This five years when he was oversea, he still know what ever she was doing. He asked everything from his nanny about her situation. About her growing up, and everything that happen to her. Even the pictures that she was taken from young to now, it was send to him. He grabbed her and hugged her tightly. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ying. I missed you so much... " Ying was blushing. Her face was so hot. It was the first time that she had this kind of feeling though since young, Kai Feng had hug her this way alot of times. However, this time its different, both of them were grown up. He had turn so much. His chest was so much bigger and warmer, shoulder broader and wider. It was the very different hug she had ever since she had grow up and know what is love and feeling. Ying did not reject the hug but was feeling a bit of embarrassed.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Let me go, later people walk pass they will see it." &lt;br&gt;"That's fine. We're are engaged anyway." Kai Feng love the feeling of the hug right now. It was so sweet and happy. He love her and would never let her go. He sweared he would take care of her and protect her no matter what. But.. if she want to go.. he would let go. He would not force. He understand, he know love does not mean to have it but seeing it having happiness is more than enough.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What're you doing?! Let my girlfriend off ! " shouted Ke Qi. He was Ying's boyfriend. The one who she made three days ago. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ying was shocked to find him here. And of course, she know things will get worse if Kai Feng treats it seriously. Eight years ago, Ying was found bullied by a girl. That girl was jealous of Ying as Kai Feng was always with her and protect her alot. So, she lured her to the toilet, put some smoke and locked her up in the toilet cabin. Just right, that day Kai Feng released earlier from school and was searching for Ying when he could not find her and went to look for her friends. One of her friends said that Ying was lured by a classmate to the toilet and had not been out for two hours. Anxiously, Kai Feng rushed to the toilet and found one toilet cabin locked, the whole toilet was empty. He smelled some smoke and realised the danger situation. He quickly knocked down the door and found Ying inside. Ying's friend called for ambulance while Kai Feng carried her all the way to the ambulance. After Ying was discharged from the hospital, she heard that the girl who bullied her was sent to another school and worse, one of her arm was ampulated off. After that incident , people who are near to Ying were very careful not to injure her as they know Kai Feng will not let anyone off. Even boys who just talk or asked her questions were send to other school. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your boyfriend? " asked Kai feng.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"NO! He's not! Just playing a joke! " replied Ying immediately sweating profusely.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ying??!! What're you talking about?! You forgot that you promised to be with me three days ago?! " said Ke Qi.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I .. I .. !! Me .. Erm .. " Ying could not replied and look at Kai Feng. His face changed and blackened alot. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ying, answered him! "&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I .. I .. I forgotten that i promised that. I think .. you got the wrong idea!! Sorry . I was .. " Ying was trembling. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You !! How dare you betrayed me. You two .. ok.. watch out! I will remember you two! " Ke Qi stormed off angrily. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So huh. Gotten a boyfriend when you already had a husband with you. So greedy?! "&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I .. what husband? I’m not married to you yet! Plus, i also had my own freedom! You've no right to control me! "&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"REMEMBER. Your freedom ONLY BELONG TO ME. Don’t forget that we are engaged! "&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What engage?! That was just a joke between your father and my father! " &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Come home with me now! " Kai Feng pulled her and pushed her into a car. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter Five &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Nanny ! I missed you so much! So long never see you already." Ying hugged nanny once she reaches Kai Feng's house.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She seems to be so familiar in everything like she live in that house too. Yes, indeed. She always went to his house and live when Kai Feng was oversea. Nanny and all the other maids, she were so familiar with them as like they were her family. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Haha Ying! My little gal! Who fetch you here?" &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Kai Feng! Hehe. Nanny, do you need any help? Kai Feng brought my luggage over here for no reason. Where's Uncle Lei He?"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Master is inside the study room. I help you with the luggage. Go find him. "&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Nope Nanny, I put my luggage myself then find him. You go busy with your thing.'' Ying smiled and hugged her again.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Treating it as her own house, she went to the room she always sleep at and unpack her luggage. She then walked to Uncle Lei He's study room. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Uncle Lei He!! Ah? What're you doing? Can let me see? " Ying staring at him curiously. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Go my gal. Go find Kai Feng and play." &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Don't want! Kai Feng every time likes to bully and tease me. Always make me cry. " Acting like a kid was Ying's habit. She was the only girl that everyone adores and like her alot. Suddenly, a hand grabbed onto Ying and a voice came..&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Stupid Ying. Can't you see you're disturbing daddy? Come with me! " said Kai Feng. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Humph! " Ying walked reluctantly off with him to a room.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Eh? Why are my luggage here? Wow! Nice room, why I never see before? "&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Silly gal. Why are you so stupid?! From now on, you will stay in this room. "&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Really? Yay! " Kai Feng watched Ying jumping all about in the room. She always the Ying he ever knew. The Ying that he love very deeply. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Ying, tomorrow wear the gown that hang over there. I'll be bringing you to a party."&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Does the party have alot of food? " &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Of course silly girl."&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Hmm. Then i want to go!" &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter Six &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Apply some make-up for her and let her wear that gown." ordered Kai Feng, then walk away. He seems to be busy and was like rushing here and there. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Wait wait wait! I'll wear it myself. Hahaha! Itchy!! Don't!! " fidgeting here and there. All the make up the designer wanted to get Ying into place but just could not until finally five of them catch hold of her and changed her into the gown and put up some make-up.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Wow. Indeed an elegant lady.. " commented make up designer A.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Yeah, in appearance" added by make up designer B.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "You don't have to say it till so bad ah huh? " said makeup designer C.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Okay okay. Whatever. " replied designer B.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Minutes later, Ying was sent to the party. Every eyes was on her when she entered the place. Feeling embarrass, she walk slowly and bend down her head. Walking to a corner, as if she was an extra. She stood there searching for Kai Feng.  Kai Feng was shocked.. Was that Ying? She was so beautiful.. especially tonight. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             "Hello. You're Ying? " said man A&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             "Yah, is there any problem? asked Ying.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             "You're still a teenager aren't you?" said man B&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             "Of course! I’m only 17 and still underage! Don't ask silly questions! " said Ying.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             "Haha. Cute and immature. Wonder why he will fall in love with you when there will be so many woman around for him to choose." said man A&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             " .......... You.. You.. You UNCLE BEARBEAR. I know I'm still a teenager but doesn't means I can't fall in love or can't join this kind of party! At least I'm still YOUNG! Humph!" &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             " HAHAHA?! UNCLE BEARBEAR? Wei Ming! He called you UNCLE BEAR BEAR! Hahaha! My stomach bursting! " Said man B.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             "What's so funny? I don't think it's funny at all! Stop laughing!" Ying was totally furious until Kai Feng came and grabbed her aside and excused her from his another two good friends.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             "Stop teasing her, she's just kid. '' said Kai Feng.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             "Hey! What kid? I'm 17 already. NOT a KID. Teenager still ok. How can you say I'm a KID. Humph! Don't want to talk to you already." Ying said in a determination tone as if she's really not behaving like a kid. That's what the three adult were laughing about. As Kai Feng and his two friends chatted, Ying starts to feel hungry. Behaving like a kid, she poked her finger at Kai Feng.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             "... I.. very hungry, can let me go and eat? " asked Ying&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             "All right.. go and eat but no seafood and alcohol! " replied with a warning tone.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             "No then no. Humph. Eh. You never let go of you hand how am i going to eat? " &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             "You.. " Kai Feng then let go of her hand and watch her steps and every movement she was doing. As the past five years new from nanny, on one night, after a dinner of seafood, red dots stated to grow on ying’s body. From then on, he knew she had allergy so he do not let her eat any more sea food. Looking at the seafood, Ying starts to drip saliva. However, she was afraid that Kai Feng would scold her, thus, she took other food. A few minutes later, more and more seafood was appearing and soon she could not control and took one prawn. It was about to enter the mouth when a hand grab it and throw it into the dustbin. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Eh! You ! " &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "I said NO SEAFOOD! "&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "I accidentally took one, not my fault actually." pretending to be a good girl.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Is it? But i saw a girl dripping saliva at every seafood she saw and ACCIDENTALLY took one prawn."&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Me.. I .. Forget it ! "&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "You have allergy and you want to eat, don’t afraid to get red dots again?"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "EH?! How you know?!"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Don't care how I know. Go sit there, the fashion show about to begin." &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter Seven&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            Different types of clothing were shown and different model wore it. All the clothes were so beautiful and elegant done. Ying admired all the model who wore them. How she wish, she was a model so that she can wear every of the clothing even just for once. Finally, the top model, Xie Qing, wore the last but not least of the clothing. Ying opened her mouth as if she wanted to eat up the clothe. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Suddenly, Xie Qing came down of the stage and pulled Ying up. She was shocked, everybody was looking at her with amazement that the top model actually pulled her up. A diamond ring hook with a necklace came out from his hand. Kai Feng came out from the backstage then walk out and took the necklace from Xie Qing and wore it on Ying's neck. Next came the announcement..&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "We now hereby announced that Mr. Kai Feng and Ms. Ying would be officially engaged. " &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "What?!" Ying looked at Kai Feng. She got tricked! How can she be so stupid to attend this so called party! Kai Feng did not like the reaction from Ying. She really do not want be with him so much? She really do not want him to marry her? But, why? He loved her so much! He wanted to be with her, he wanted to protect her, but, don't ying love him?&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;           After the whole " party " , Kai Feng brought Ying home. He had so many questions to ask her but the courage was not there. Even though he was a man, but he have feeling and scare of hurtful replies too. But sometimes, things need a conclusion. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Ying.. " he hugged her with a sorrowful painful feeling.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Huh? " &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Tell me.. What should I do to make you love me.. What should I do to let you understand how much I love you.. What should I do?.. Please, Tell me.. I can't stand it anymore.. " he stopped himself from dropping tears. That was the first time he felt like crying. At least.. ever since his mother's death.  &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "I .. " Ying know that he love her. She understands. But ying didn't know whether she love kai feng anot. She do not know what she was thinking about. She do not know how to look further more into her heart and feeling. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "It's late, change into your pyjamas and sleep. Sweet dream. " Kai Feng said before he leave the room. He do not wish for a response. He do not wish to get disappointed. He know one day Ying will love him or maybe Ying love him ever since young just that she was not sure about the feeling. He knew it.. It must be... &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Kai Feng.. i .. " before she finish her words .. he left the room. Ying was upset at herself but not begin trueful. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter Eight&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "You are?"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Ying! You forgotten who I'm already?! Sad... I thought you still remember me, your best friend..."Ying look at this "guy". He was so familiar...No wait! She's not a guy! She's a girl! She's Li Ting, her primary school's best friend.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Li Ting!! I miss you so much.. How come you look..."&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Don't you remember I had a boy face since young, so I decided to go on the cool side where everybody treat me as boy! It's quite fun actually." said Li Ting before letting her finish her words. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Haha! Alright! Let's find some place to talk! That cafe then!"Ying pointed.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Unknowingly that cafe belong to Kai Feng, the both of them make their way in. ying hugs Li Ting tightly.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Ting, why did you cry?"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "I ...I'm heartbroken. My heart is suffering! Ying, please, help me!"cried Li Ting.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "What happen? Tell me! I will try my best!"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Li Ting poured out what happen to her. She fall in love with a guy but that guy was fooling with her feeling.Little did they realize, a pair of furious eyes was glaring at both of them.Who is that guy? Ying like him? Why? Kai Feng's heart broke down. All the sacrifices and things he had done for Ying, she return it by loving someone else. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After the chat with Li Ting, Ying went to Li Ting's house to sleep over and accompany her for a night. Until midnight, she suddenly remembered Kai Feng. She went out without telling him and even forgot to tell him. She quickly went to the phone and call him. Kai Feng was not in. It was already so late yet he had not come back. She started to worry. Sitting beside the office desk, was Kai Feng, drunk. His heart was tearing. Feeling with pain and suffering.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Should I let go? She does not love me at all. Or shall I continue to hurt myself? Forcing her to be with me...she won't be happy. " mumbled Kai Feng. After calling her, he realize she had not return. His heart hurt more deeper now. He told himself, If I love her I should set her free If she comes back, she will be mine ,if she does not, she never was.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter Nine&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;           Ying came back from school and went back to her room. Ever since she came back from Li Ting's House, Kai feng had been very cold towards her.Everyday, he purposely went to work very early in the morning and came back late after she had slept.However, nobody knows that every night, kai feng will go to her room. He would sit beside her bedside Staring at her cute gentle face when she was asleep. That night his tears began to drop. The very first tear he ever dropped was after his mother death but this time, the tears were dropped for her.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "NO!! I'll never let go. SHE'S MINE! Even if she does not love me, I won't care! she's only mine! MINE!" kai feng shouted in his heart. He then move his face onto Ying's face and planted a kiss on her face.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Why she does not understand? My love for her can be everlasting." He took back his hand and left the room.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Ying, All of us are going for the trip to enjoy our last graduating year, it's the very last we can spend together. Are you coming along?" asked school girl A.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "But my dad is not in the country. I'm living with kai feng" replied Ying.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Ask him to sign then! He can be your guardian!" &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "But... what if he does not want? I'm scared, this few weeks he was quite busy!"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "You have to sign in by this Friday if not it'll be too late. You have to get the form signed by today,as tomorrow we're having examinations." Said school girl C.Ying took her bag and went out of the class. She hailed her taxi, going all the way to Kai Feng's company. She paced up and down outside the entrance, wondering to go in or not. The security guard saw a young student outside the door so he decided to walk towards and ask.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Hey little kid! What're you doing here? Go back to your school and study. Don't hang around here and neglect your study." Said the guard.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt; She was feeling confused until this stupid guard made her fed-up. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "What little kid? I'm seventeen already! I want to see your CEO right now!"shouted Ying.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Hey young kid! Didn't know you had such a bad temper? Look for our CEO? For what? He's none of your business!" replied the guard sarcastically.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "He's my fiancee! What none of my business?! How dare you?! Call him to see me now!"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The security guard was shocked but he doesn't really believe her. Just then Kai Feng's secretary came by and saw her. She said something to the security guard and the guard apologised for no reason and continue with his duty. Ying was confused at the guard for the " no reason " apologise.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "Mistress. Sorry for misunderstanding. I will bring you to the rest room to wait for him now." the secretary said then led her to the room.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "I'm not the mistress. Is he busy? i need to see him now!" asked Ying urgently.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "I'm not sure. But he said he definitely will come to find you." after leaving the words, the secretary left the room.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The room was so beautiful and big. Ying then put down her bag and started moving around touching everything she sees.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "PIANK!" an egg -like solid item dropped on the floor and break into piees. She retreat a few steps and look at the pieces, not knowing what to do. She was afraid that Kai Feng would scold her.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "What're you doing?!" a voice raised and shocked her.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "I .." she quickly stand in front of the pieces to block his view.  Can sign this for me?" pleaded him.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "No. I won't allow you to go." &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "But.. Why? This is my last chance to be with my friends." He looked up, his eyes changed. It feel with alot of sadness and sorrow.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         "You really want to go so much? You don't want to be with me?" asked Kai Feng, trying to control his feeling.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     "What're you talking about? Of course i want to be with you, but i really want to go alot. Please..."&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kai Feng glance at her then he signed on the paper. Suddenly, he spotted the broken pieces. His genuine egg! It is the only last one in the entire world! A rage of fire raised in his body. He turned and scold her. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;           "GO! JUST GO ALL YOU WANT! OUT! This was the very first time he ever scolded her. He did not meant to but his heart really hurt alot. It was not because of the broken pieces but because of her wanting to leave him.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter Ten&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;       Ying sat on her bed, staring into the space. She only wanted to get the form signed. Why did he get so fed-up? She shook her head and continued with her homework. She used to be a hardworking girl until recently Kai Feng treated her this way, she started to worry. After a day with Li Ting, She was so tired and was preparing to sleep when something crashed on the floor and a loud clank was heard.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;       "Kai Feng! What happen to you? Are you alright? KAI FENG!!"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kai Feng was sent to the hospital, Ying was beside him all the time. She keeps on crying and crying non-stop.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;       "Ying! Stop crying. It's not you fault." said Li Ting.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;       "But what happen to him? Why did he turn into like this.. ever since.. the day after i came back from your house?!"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;       Li Ting and Ying looked at each other. Did they overlook something? Kai Feng was still unconscious, but ying saw tears flowing down Kai Feng's face. Ying was shocked at the sight she saw. Kai Feng never dropped a single tear. At least, maybe not in front of her. She was heartbroken at the sight she had never seen in her life. Yes, indeed! She loves him. Never wanted to leave him again..&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      &lt;br /&gt;      "Get Out! I don't care who you are! I don't want to hear any explanation. You are the one who stole my woman away!" shouted Kai Feng.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      "Relax dude! Listen please. You've to understand!" Li Ting was afraid of Kai Feng as he was so scary, so fierce! Ying moved her head, waking up abit. She opened up her eye and saw Kai Feng grabbing Li Ting's hand and Li Ting was groaning in pain. She quickly pushed Kai Feng away and hugged Li Ting, consoling her.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;       "Are you alright?"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;       "I'm fine but i think he misunderstood us, you have to explain!"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Li Ting looked at Ying anxiously, afraid of breaking both of them up.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;       "Don't have to explain. You two don't have to be so intimate in front of me!" shouted Kai Feng, feeling jealous and angry. Now Ying understand every single thing and feel a little sweet mixed with angriness because he was jealous.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;       "Kai Feng! Stop it! Stop treating her like this! She's my friend Li Ting! She's already a heartbroken girl!"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;       "What?! GIRL ?! " &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;       "Of course I'm a girl! That's what I tried to tell you but you don't want to listen!" said Li Ting. She then took off her hat and let down all her hair. Kai Feng was shocked! He actually jealous over a girl? God, because of his condition now, he started to feel giddy and fainted soon after that.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter Eleven&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Hello. May I know who on the line now?" said Ying.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "You bitch! How dare you steal my boyfriend? How can you make him think of you every moment! You slut!" Ying was surprise to receive this call. A sniffing sob was heard.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Please.. leave him! I need him more then you. I can't live without him!"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             Ying hang up the phone without replying. She stared into the air, she asked herself "Kai Feng had a girlfriend, if he had, why did he want to marry me? Was he playing with me? Was he using me? Did he really love me?" She broke into tears, her mind was completely blank. She had to make a decision. Finally, she decided to leave. Althought it hurts a lot, but she know that maybe Kai Feng would be happier with this woman. Ying blessed them. This decision hold her up in his house for three days. He was still in the hospital. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "I must leave before he's back. He will live better with that girl." mumbled Ying. She packed her luggage and went to find Li Ting.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Ying?! Why are you here? Giving me surprise? HaHaha!"&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Ting! sob sob... he have a girl whom he love yet he still want to marry me! He doesn't love me at all! Ting!!!" cried Ying.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            Ying told her what happened and she stayed at Li Ting's house. &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When Kai Feng was discharged, he went to search for Ying but there was not a single soul. " Where has she gone? " He seated at his workplace." Voice message? How come there's voice message? I always deleted it after recording the received call... hmmm." He pressed on the button. While listening to the voice message, his face changed and heart sank. "Is this the reason why she left?! She misunderstood everything! That's was Xie Qing's girlfriend! She had called the wrong number!" he screamed in his heart. Kai Feng called Xie Qing over and explained everything.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "What? She called Li Ting? " said Xie Qing angrily.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "No, she called the wrong number, and she thought Ying was Li Ting." Suddenly Kai Feng remembered something... Isn't Li Ting, Ying's friend? &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;             Weeks after weeks, he was so restless. He missed her so much but where she was. Li Ting?! This girl suddenly popped out of his mind. He then rushed to find Xie Qing and brought him to Ting's house.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            "Hello! Looking for who?!" after finish her sentence, she locked the door again. Her heart froze. " Why was he here?" Ting asked herself. She regained her senses after the door was kicked open. Ying was in the kitchen cooking when suddenly a loud bang came. She rushed out and saw Xie Qing?! What was he doing here ?! And.. he was hugging Ting tightly. Ting did not reject his hug but cried. She does miss him after all.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;           "Ting, don't leave me ever again. I love you, only want you. I did not mean to hurt you. After you left, I realise I can't live without you. You stole my heart. You are my drug. I'm too addicted to you! Don't leave me again! " claimed Xie Qing.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;            Ying turned away and was preparing to walk back to the kitchen when a hand grabbed her. She wanted to shout but a kiss was laid on her lips. " You..." Kai Feng! Is it really him? Or was she dreaming?!&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;          "Ying.. you misunderstand me.. that call was not for you but Li Ting.. That girl was Xie Qing's Ex- girlfriend. Do you know how much I miss you.." he looked at her waiting for response.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;          "Stop lying to me. She love you alot, don't mistreat her." Ying turned her head so as not to let Kai Feng saw her tears. He hugged her. So soft the brief touch of his lips touches ying’s cheek and he kiss away her tears.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;          "What about me? I love you so much but you're always mistreating me.. " &lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;          "You.. " Ying had nothing to say.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;          "Ying.. trust me. You're the only girl i love. Only you. I will ask Xie Qing to explain. There's alot of time to explain." Kai Feng said gently and hugged her.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapter Twelve&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;          Three years later, the two couples were happily preparing for their wedding, which they decided to be held on the same day. Ying became a girl who is filled with happiness after the explanation from Xie Qing three years ago. And Ting, after Xie Qing confessed his true feeling, the two of them were like bee and honey, never once separated. " Honey! I want this gown! It's so pretty! " Ying said cheerfully.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br /&gt;         On the night of wedding, after chief official announced of marriage. 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